--and with it, take all the stress and emotional turmoil that has harassed me for the past day or so. I let it fill my body, until it seems that I'm going to explode into tears.
Then--
EXHALE
and let it all flow out, leaving my body and my mind and my soul. No stress. Let the understanding fill me. Help the peace calm me.
That first night was tough. Cried just a bit, then realized that I had very little to cry about. It wasn't as if I'd lost him. They were good tears, I've decided. I'm happy that he finally found himself. Proud that he found the courage to do what he did. Glad that we had what time we had together. It was short, but I loved every minute of it.
I've lost nothing. The time wasn't wasted. And I think we may've gotten closer, if anything. I hope we have. He's an amazing friend, and I'm really glad that everything is working out... especially for him.
Sunday, January 31, 2010
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About Me
- Quill
- I'm deliciously random, in case you couldn't tell from reading my blog. I go off on tangents--often. And I have mental mood swings. I can go from happy and optimistic to brooding and sulky in a matter of minutes. But I'm lovable. I own a vivid imagination, and a good heart. I'm a shoulder to cry on, if you need it, and I'll try and offer my best advice. In a nutshell, I think I'm a good person--not to be egotistic, or anything. Blargh. Oh, and I like to ramble, too. Just a bit. So I'm gonna stop now. Yeah. Just like that.
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